I couldn't care less.
The first autumn I don't have to study. Full time job. Full time waste of self. Whatever. Money's set as the main objective. Now fucking around is called "conquering the market".
I'm in.
I got the latest Sony Vaio. Dark blue. I got Vista. And, btw, it's the first licensed one I got in 7 years. The first time when the only extfa thikng I need to install over a system is not a browser or a download manager, but Office and games. It' understandable. Works pretty fast if you got the broadband. And now I do. I work in a new environment with the new people. Each day I speak 3 languages at least and hear even more. Day after day I come to forget what was it like to have been the other me. I'm growing up. Or, rather, am I being grown up by someone else? The International gay community will teach me how to be diligent and always on top.
I'll read their books.
I'm part of the global marketing processs no matter I want it or not. I guess I do. Big clubs. Big shows. Bigger events for lots of money. I'm on top. I'm boheme. I'm entertainment. My movie for the moment is "Thank You for Smoking".
"I talk for a living" (c).
I jerk off in the hotel bathroom having 20 minutes to get ready for another business meeting. I dress nice. I got business cards. I got company. I sell my freedom for popularity.
I gave everything up and came around with a new set of values in my laptop bag. I have them A4 printed in gloss. I'm neon and fluor.
I travel. I go fast. I choose the right ways. Every way I choose is right only because it's mine.
What do you have to say to that?
I type fast. I don't play games.
I'm just hanging around.
Waiting for the big money to come in. Stupid, eh?
Anyway, no other like me. No place like this. I live in Shanghai. It's like NY, only bigger.
Happy?
No.
I want more.
I'm in.
I got the latest Sony Vaio. Dark blue. I got Vista. And, btw, it's the first licensed one I got in 7 years. The first time when the only extfa thikng I need to install over a system is not a browser or a download manager, but Office and games. It' understandable. Works pretty fast if you got the broadband. And now I do. I work in a new environment with the new people. Each day I speak 3 languages at least and hear even more. Day after day I come to forget what was it like to have been the other me. I'm growing up. Or, rather, am I being grown up by someone else? The International gay community will teach me how to be diligent and always on top.
I'll read their books.
I'm part of the global marketing processs no matter I want it or not. I guess I do. Big clubs. Big shows. Bigger events for lots of money. I'm on top. I'm boheme. I'm entertainment. My movie for the moment is "Thank You for Smoking".
"I talk for a living" (c).
I jerk off in the hotel bathroom having 20 minutes to get ready for another business meeting. I dress nice. I got business cards. I got company. I sell my freedom for popularity.
I gave everything up and came around with a new set of values in my laptop bag. I have them A4 printed in gloss. I'm neon and fluor.
I travel. I go fast. I choose the right ways. Every way I choose is right only because it's mine.
What do you have to say to that?
I type fast. I don't play games.
I'm just hanging around.
Waiting for the big money to come in. Stupid, eh?
Anyway, no other like me. No place like this. I live in Shanghai. It's like NY, only bigger.
Happy?
No.
I want more.
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01.09.2007 в 15:40What do you have to say to that?
надо бы взять за правило. В конце-концов, отличная отмазка любому из своих поступков
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01.09.2007 в 17:52It's right for you, but not for that where you're doing. A person who thinks that there is only his world may be called unadequate by the society and isolated in hard causes.
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01.09.2007 в 21:45-
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02.09.2007 в 02:24-
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02.09.2007 в 14:52